Shocking footage now released by British tabloid 'The News Of The World'....
Jackson laughs and squirms at suggestions of sexual contact with children. Brought a smile to my face Jackson's lawyer really owns the moment....
My grief for 'MY Michael' is starting to begin to sink in. I am beginning to expect he may be actually no longer with us. However there is still a detached element to my sadness as if this could never have happened and therefore hasn't. It's great he has 44 songs in the top 60 but at the same time I keep thinking of it as some sort of success of his part; as if he knows and is alive appreciating his new found success, his return to his POP throne.But he doesn't know he's #1 does he? He's DEAD. The question is no longer if HE's DEAD, but whether 'I' can LIVE with that.
At the moment I'm not sure
- Weight: 8stone
- How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1-10: 8, my grief for Michael is starting to sink in, I am beginning to expect he may be actually no longer with us.
- Medications administered: 50mg physeptone, 20mg peroxatine, 40mg diazepam
