Michael Jackson's 'Suicide' Interview

NEW uncovered today, skip to 1.00min to the suicide part VERY TOUCHING

My Friend Michael Jackson Sunday ITV1

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Rehearsal footage to become 3D Big Screen Movie

Cigarettes: 4

Weight: 8stone
Prescribed drugs administered: 40mg diazepam 20mg seroxat
Colour of the day: Michael

How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1 to 10: 7

Well it looks like the rehearsal footage that was filmed days before his death (the stuff we haven't seen yet) will not simply be released on DVD and instead will take a movie format. Sad in a way; Michael was so eager to eventually get the ultimate movie launch.... but the right role simply never came across, not in his lifetime anyways.

Here's the press report on the movie:

The Michael Jackson Movie

"The swansong crafted from his This Is It concert rehearsal footage - has been picked up by Sony Pictures."

The feature, which will be taken from the 80 hours of footage shot, is expected to be helmed by High School Musical director Kenny Ortega who took the initiative to chronicle the star's preparations for his 50-date London stint and is currently free following untimely death of Jackson, who would have taken up his directive input through to the end of his This Is It concerts.

Sony are apparently looking at a $50 million bill for the worldwide rights to the rushes, paid to concert organisers AEG Entertainment who are hurriedly attempting to claw back their losses after the King Of Pop's untimely death last month. Sony pipped other interested studios to the post due to their ties with Sony Music Entertainment who own Jackson's music publishing rights, jointly with Jackson himself.

Also on the market from industrious AEG, is the footage from the MJ tribute concert which will feature sister Janet and Justin Timberlake, taking place on August 29. This would have been Michael's B-day! Not wanting to profit from his death? NOoooo!!!

The footage was originally meant for a behind-the-scenes movie of the gigs - and which will now be a way to cater for the grieving fans of the star - was tipped to be re-mastered in 3D. The film will also be interwoven with versions of Jackson's videos which were shot especially for airing at the concerts, including an update on the classic Thriller. Sources expect the film to hit the public domain before the end of the year.

Source: Google News, Empire Movie News (edited with some corrections by me)

Michael Jackson Chart Update: His Album sales higher than ever!

Cigarettes: 6
Weight: 8 stone 1
Prescribed drugs administered: 50mg diazepam, 85 physeptone, 20mg seroxat

Trying to keep busy but all I can think about is Michael. Well - here is the good news Michael rules the charts more than ever and has sold 2million physical albums since his death now and this week he sells 900,000, more than any week before since Invincible came out)

Chart Update (week 3 since death)
Source: Official Chart company

Album chart (Michael Rules the chart this week more than ever, with new stock in of HIStory)

#1. The Essential Michael Jackson
#3. Off The Wall
#4. Thriller
#5. The Motown Years (With Jackson5)
#7. Number Ones
#9. Thriller 25
#14. King Of Pop
#15. The Very Best Of The Jackson 5
#17. HIStory (My favourite, from 1995, up from #33!)

The only reason Bad and Dangerous are no longer in the chart atall is because most retailers have completely sold out and there are no surplus copies already shipped. In other words they need to make some more!

• Singles Chart (again generally ruled by MJ with some new entries, and I'll tell you why)

#3. Man In The Mirror (down one place due to new entry, from Bad)
#20. Smooth Criminal (from Bad)
#21. Billie Jean (highest entry from Thriller)
#25. Thriller (video dowloads of this classic may make this a long stayer on chart)
#28. They Don't Care About Us (From1995 HIStory album, a surprise alltime favourite in UK)
#29. Black Or White (highest entry this week from Dangerous album which has sold out in stores)
#31. Dirty Diana
#32. Beat it
#36. Who's Lovin' You With The Jackson5 (Thanks to performance on memorial service by Welsh kid)
#39. Earth Song (#1 for 6 weeks in 1995-6, MJ's highest selling single in UK - could this change??)
#40. You Are Not Alone (also #1 for 3weeks in '95 from HIStory)

#42 The Way You Make Me Feel (Sticking around since the Bad album sold out everywhere)
#44. Heal The World (Thanks to the memorial finale performance)
#45. Bad (Album sold out!)
#48 Don't Stop Til You Get Enough (From Off The Wall)
#49. I'll Be There (from 1972, thanks to memorial Mariah Carey performance)
#51 Will You Be There (Spiritual Song Up 30! thanks to memorial... From the unbeatable Dangerous Album)
#57. I want You Back Sold (Sold 6million In USA back in 1969-1988)
#59. ABC [J5]
#62. Human Nature (up 28places from 90, due to guitar interpretation at memorial )
#69. Ben (Michael's first solo number one recorded 1972)
#74. Smile (From HIStory RARE SHOCK NEW ENTRY - never released as single!)
#77. We Are The World [USA for Africa] (up from 193 Thanks to TV exposure)
#79 Can You Feel It [Michael and Marlon feat. The Jacksons]
#80 Rock With You
#84 Blame It On The Boogie [Jacksons]
#87. You Rock My World (From Invincible (can you believe it!!??)
#89. Leave Me Alone (From Bad, shown on Q channel this week in heavy rotation)
#91. Wanna be startin Somethin (From Thriller)
#100. I just can't Stop Loving You (From the sold out 'Bad', not my favourite MJ track)

Michael Jackson ~ 'A Place With No Name' 2000

New leaked track from the the King Of Pop, based on 'A horse with no name'. As of Yet only a 25 second clip has been released.

Cigarettes: 10+
Weight: 8stone (1pound) Fasting on my yogurt only diet
Prescribed drugs administered: 65mg Diazepam Bad night last night , 20mg Peroxatine 85mg Physeptone.
Colour of the day: Michael
How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1 to 10: 7

OK! magazine has a beautiful set of pictures in this week of 'Michael's' children in a faux pretend marriage which 'eccentric' love of my life Michael captured on tape and photographed. One thing puzzled me and that was - where these pictures had surfaced and who was getting payed for them. I have enough knowledge of this industry and the way right to photos work to know that a six figure sum will almost certainly be involved for last weeks and again for this and next weeks exclusives.
£3million for a trilogy of photos is alot but they are photos of Michael's kids... So...
If that person doing the bartering isn't part of the family or compensating the newly formed 'Michael Jackson estate' (which could do with the money in order to protect its 1.5billion pound status) then I'd be very disappointed.

Michael's legacy should always be his children and to keep them away from Joseph Jackson the ultimate tyrant at all costs

EXCLUSIVE: Michael Jackson - Watching This It It Audition - Very Rare Unseen HQ

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Untergang (Downfall)

Great film about the last days of Adolf Hitler in his Berlin Bunker.

HIStory continues

Cigarettes: 10+
Weight: 8stone 1
Prescribed drugs administered: physeptone 65mg, diazepam 40mg, peroxatine 20mg, ensurex 4
Colour of the day: Black
How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1 to 10: 9
Food: None

HIStory continues

• Michael Jackson has sold 30million posthumous records units (including downloads)
  
• Experts say the compilation album Number Ones (originally hailed a flop in 2003) could Outsell THRILLER (The biggest selling album in history, current sales 112million) if posthumous success continues in the current fashion.
  
• In the last week; 10million physical album sales worldwide
• 1million Albums sold in stores in the UK (This week)
  
• 4million downloads in the UK (This week)
  
• 2.5million albums sold in two weeks in the USA

(LA Times, The Sun, Sound scan, Billboard)

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Most popular albums since death and their worldwide sales so far....

1. Number Ones (15million) Sales still increasing!
2. The Essential Michael Jackson double album (8million) Going up- #1 in UK album chart
3. Thriller (including Thriller 25) (108-112million) There is no stopping this baby
4. Off The Wall (26million) Hailed as most artistically credible by UK critics, not so in USA
5. King Of Pop (Not available in USA) (4million Europe only) Celebrated 50th B-day (apt)
6. Best Of Jackson 5 (5million) A surprise to see this very black album doing so well
7. HIStory 2CD 22million Double albums (My Favourite album tied with Dangerous)
8. Bad 24million (In the UK charts nearly 23 years after release)
9. Dangerous 30million (Artistically it doesn't get any better; perfection)
10. Invincible 12million (They still call it a flop but is now a diamond seller)


What album shall I buy to honour Michael's death?
The album I recommend to someone who knows little or owns none of Jackson's music is
The essential Michael Jackson (Double album= value for money). If you like it, Dangerous or HIStory are the obvious follow ups, they haven't dated since the 1992 and 1995 release dates and could easily (oh sorry they are) in the charts today!

To everyone puzzled as to why I won't leave the subject alone in my blog...
MJ was a huge part of my life, I am still trying to come to terms with his death, this is maybe the best way ow to commentate on what the papers, family and people are saying about my Michael.... I promise when he's buried I will move on.

Michael Jackson's Nurse on DIPRIVAN

Diprivan is not a sedative, rather an anaesthetic - but after looking this girl up she seems to not be of the money grabbing persuasion, but always take it with a pinch of salt when someone is being payed to be on TV.

"All this time I have struggled with prescription drug addiction and my hero holding me together was just the same as me - all along"

Rest In Peace Michael The true KING- Love Angel

I have had it when I needed a camera down my throat once: I think they call it an endoscopy... Could well have changed the name after they were finished with me I needed 3x the usual dose and I was still conscience

Michael's funeral today - Insomnia rules: UK time 6am

Cigarettes: 10+
Weight: 8stone (2pounds; ensure makes you put on weight)
Prescribed drugs administered: 60mg Diazepam Bad night last night , 20mg Peroxatine 50mg Physeptone.
Colour of the day: Michael (Red/Black/Gold were his favourite colours)
How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1 to 10: 10

Funeral Day, CUMBRIA UK, 7.50AM:
Funeral, or shall I say memorial day has arrived and it's 6 Am, I haven't slept more than a few hours and have drifted in and out repeatedly. I took a small amount of extra Diazepam, which helped...
Well No Funeral has hit the airwaves yet... so I will be back later to twitter as they say now.


Latest from world of MiJack
Thank GOD Katherine Jackson has been removed as executor of Michael's estate
John Branca Michael's business genius who negotiated the purchase of the Beatles catalogue has been appointed in her place, by Jackson's direction from his 2002 will.
Katherine along with her violent bully of a husband is a lovely Lady and a Jehovah's Witness as I was growing up but they are known (the family) for making terrible business decisions and would likely bankrupt his estate in a year even if it is worth 2billion, they would find a a pathetic investment in a business area they know nothing about and piss it away. excuse my language but they are bad news when it comes to money. Besides they have huge debts of their own...
{Enter John Branca} Hurray!

"There is more at stake than the singer’s assets when he was alive. With explosive sales of music and worldwide hunger for all things Jackson, the estate will need to act quickly to establish a business that can police its property." - Al Sharpton (See yesterdays video for more of his blah blah blah)

Good advice

Debbie Rowe - What WE KNOW

When the singer was acquitted of child molestation, Rowe agreed to give up 'all parental rights' in exchange for £4.5million, paid over 10 years.
She received a lump sum of £606,000 and the first instalment of £390,000 in 2007.

Debbie Rowe claims she has only received one instalment of the £4.5million deal re: parental rights. But, bear in mind she was paid $6million per child 'just' to give birth in the first place and bought a 3million dollar Hollywood home in return for 'general' custody of their children.

She, wants to know when she will get her next instalment - Debbie, when they thaw out his frozen body and bring him back to life and pigs fly... He is D-E-A-D Your not getting any of his money now... And BTW folks she says if she doesn't she wants them back, what a loving mother. BACK - she only saw them 4 times and one of those was in the delivery room covered in placenta; good times, good times!

She originally called them a gift for Michael and you know what they say about people who give only to receive....
Greedy B I T C H .... I know!

Al Sharpton Attacks jackson Coverage ; BODY OF MICHAEL FILMED IN CHURCH

• Weight: 8stone 1 (gained a pound without eating anything - Back on liquid diet which is full of nutrion so that's maybe why. Can't hold down any solids at the moment)
  
• Medications administered: 40mg Diazepam, 50mg Physeptone, 20mg Peroxatine. 4 x ensure plus (liquid diet again)

I can't believe this is Michael's body in that church, he was a Jehovah's Witness, his family will be having a field day, his mother will hit the roof. This can't be right. No two religions can be right to the same person if they contradict.

However, with Michael's body lying there in this clip, starring me in the face, I can hardly go on some diatribe about religion.

It's unfortunate at this present time the media coverage in The United States would appear to focus on the negatives of Michael's life (for which there were numerous, however fabricated) However, unfortunate it is also, that Al Sharpton is using Michael's death and actual shrouded body as a ploy in his civil rights game with the media.

Moreover, this brings me to the saddest fact of all, which lurks in the background of all this media noise - Michael Jackson still does not REST IN PEACE. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL - WE CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR GONE; YOU WILL LIVE FOREVER.

Michael Jackson Is also #1 in the album chart, also number #3, #5, #6, #10, #17, #33, #68

• My Song of The Day...
• 'This Time Around' 'A great funky number, Michael doing 'defiance' and 'anger'
  
• Taken from... M.Jackson's 21million selling HIStory Album Double album Pictured Left
  
• (One of 7 Michael Jackson albums in top 40 UK album Chart orig. released 1995)

Michael Jackson News Of The World Reveal 1996 Deposition

Shocking footage now released by British tabloid 'The News Of The World'....

Jackson laughs and squirms at suggestions of sexual contact with children. Brought a smile to my face Jackson's lawyer really owns the moment....

My grief for 'MY Michael' is starting to begin to sink in. I am beginning to expect he may be actually no longer with us. However there is still a detached element to my sadness as if this could never have happened and therefore hasn't. It's great he has 44 songs in the top 60 but at the same time I keep thinking of it as some sort of success of his part; as if he knows and is alive appreciating his new found success, his return to his POP throne.
But he doesn't know he's #1 does he? He's DEAD. The question is no longer if HE's DEAD, but whether 'I' can LIVE with that.

At the moment I'm not sure

• Weight: 8stone
• How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1-10: 8, my grief for Michael is starting to sink in, I am beginning to expect he may be actually no longer with us.
  
• Medications administered: 50mg physeptone, 20mg peroxatine, 40mg diazepam
  

Michael Jackson FINAL Rehearsal Footage Video

This video surfaced today of MJ two days, that's right just two days before he died singing 'They Don't Care About Us' and 'Why you Wanna Trip On Me'. He looks healthy which will no doubt fuel fire of the notion of foul play playing a part in his death.

It is a very similar routine to the one performed on the HIStory tour which I saw in London 1997, over ten years ago. His dancing looks great considering the main attraction doesn't usually dance or even sing during rehearsals unless it is to specifically tweek something.... Speechless.... Hard to watch, he looks lovely and so well dressed.

For me this just makes me more sad.... to know he wasn't scamming us, that 'he did' intend to perform, for me and all the fans in London in a matter of weeks.

A whole week since the death of an ICON....

• Medications Taken today: Physeptone 65mg, diazepam(Valium) 40mg
• Cigarettes: 10, I hate myself for it
  
• How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1-10: 10 I miss Michael so much
• Weight: down to 8stone again... been living on seeds and yogurt mainly
  

My life is a mess with Michael, his death still hasn't sunk in esp. seeing this new footage. They have to release it on DVD, they have to. I also feel guilty asking for a refund to THIS IS IT concert... They havn't decided whether to turn all the dates into tribute shows yet.

I just wish it were not true

Michael jackson Beautiful Interview [60 minutes p2]

Beautiful interview

probably what any superstar would refer to as 'not my finest hour by any account' His poe-faced expressions of agony all across the heavily made up version of what I still see as a beautiful face.

'My favourite' of all his televised interviews, and sealed in concrete the moment I found out CBS had to bid 6million for the 31minutes 30 seconds programme which is actually called 'Ed Hardy's 60minutes'; (Cut short when Jackson tells everyone in the room -

"I'm done - I'm hurting."

He didn't deny having to take a pain medication before during and after the CBS HIT which racked in 75% of America's audience. MiJack but a ban on any global syndication... I don't know why...?! Because it's so obvious my baby is hurting and self-medicating?

I am so sensitive to his pain

He's clearly just been a victim of police brutality in this video (Parts 1,2,3 available) on youtube

I had to take 20mg diazepam after watching this it made me so sad....

Smooth Criminal History Tour Bucharest-1996

I went to see this concert series (HIStory world tour) only in London, This Clip is of Smooth Criminal... I guess it's the first time you could say I am making an effort to celebrate his talent rather than just cry. RIP Michael The truth is on the way regarding the fashion he passed is coming out in bits (here and there), some lies, some truths; but eventually we will all know.

• Medication taken today:85mg physeptone, Morphine sulphate 2.5mg, 40mg Diazepam, 20mg Seroxat (Peroxatine)
• Weight: 8Stone 6Pounds

Very similar to what they are claiming killed Michael. I very much doubt he was able to rehearse for THIS IS IT with 40mg of diazepam and a morphine based drug on top in his body.

RIP KING OF POP

Happy Memory

We love you Michael Jackson RIP

MICHAEL UNDER THE INFLUENCE DAYS BEFORE DYING

Evidence he was taking atleast 1 morphine based drug and diazepam or Lorazepam.

Woman arrested beat by police off camera

It makes me sick to think that police abuse their power in this way, we [Those with first hand expirience] all know they do] I think everyone that pays taxes should watch this video and wake up and realise where their tax money goes.... hedoinistic B**rds who get a kick out of control and abuse of power

FUTURE

AMAZING WATCH THIS

The Virgin Suicides

I FEEL LIKE A VIRGIN
I FEEL LIKE SUICIDE